Rainstorm

Great Might of Mother Nature

Absolute Power with no cure

Pelting rain

and lightning slashes

Pain for gain

The mighty passions

Fightening falls

Cleansing frightened souls

The Darkness is white

In absence of Light

The great shouts of Mother Nature

Somehow appease

our Human Nature

Sandman arrives

Hurting heart

Tearing apart

Closing eyes

Final sighs

Take me away

Escape I can feign

Gratitude

Ungrateful

to the core

Where is

the open door

Help me find my way

I feel that I can't stay

Watchful guards won't help

Whip me white by the belt

Consume me, completely

Forget me, so sweetly

Ungrateful

Have it all

How the hell then

did I fall?

Darkness Returns

A veil of darkness from nowhere

So deep, it begins to despair

Where did this creep from?

How can I go on?

Hold my empty hand

I can't stay where I can't stand

Sleep won't come soon enuogh

The monster grabs the scruff

Shake me

Violently

Wake me

FInally

Hold me

Tenderly

Find me

Finally.

The Return from Riverfield Lodge

Well since returning from Riverfield Lodge,I have been filled with so many feelings! And now I have to feel them because I have no choice. Feeling feelings is not fun when you are feeling so low and you don't even know why! So before passing out last night  I managed to scribble some things down and thought I could put them up here. Guess what, it's ok to feel bad things. We are human and it's part of how we are built to live. So I don't need to shy away from my dark side. I'll express it and anyone can take it as they will. This blog is still angels muse because being human is filled with all emotions, not just the happy ones. We have to finally accept our humanity and stop forcing ourselves to be something that we cannot be, that it is unnatural to be.

Waves flow

Soft splashing waves
Starlight blue
Sounds to appease
Songs of grace

Hands reaching forward
Take your woes
Fists receed backwards
From your toes

Into my body I release
Your cries,
Into my body they decrease

Wonderful waves
Holy light bathes

Swirling wonder
Washes world
Sink far under
Heaven unfurl

Soft splashing waves
Star light blue
Here is my soul
I give to you

The changing view

When going to Cape Town for a holiday with my parents, I was very nervous but it all turned out beautifully. And these are the poems I wrote while I was there.


Same place, different view
Seeing ways, with eyes anew
Same soft sea, but lighter blue
God's glitter sparkles through

High mountains, rocks abide
But no danger, of tumbling sides

Soft waves splashing
Gentle breeze
Kisses, not lashings
that cripples knees

Suns rays
Throughout the days
Grey gloom
Has gone away


Left you all,
when I did fall
Rose above
When rescued by doves

Oh happy smiles are all around
I ran miles, while you might drown

Beautiful sunshine bay
You taught me how to pray
To me you've shown
How tall I've grown
You smile, as you cradle my life
This is it my child,
without the strife

Courage you need
To do dreaded deed
But once done,
It's you who's freed

Thank you Lord for beautiful prayer
Carried softly by wings bearer

Butterfly flutter
Sparkle twinkle
My life for the better
God's grace,
On me sprinkled