Precious moments

Every precious moment that we live
Is gone in a second
Every emotion that we feel
Should never be forgotten

We live so fast, to die so young
Not stopping to listen,
to the bird's morning song

Everyday we trod on by
Dwelling over our own sad cries
Not realising what we miss
The breeze in the air, a gentle kiss

To our family and friends
The ones who are with us 'til the end
Through ups and downs and all between
What we never say can always be seen

Our love for our close ones never end
Through spirit, my whole heart I will send
Though I never say but always feel
I love them all beyond what is real

For my baby that I love
Who came to me from above
To bring me out of my dark storm
Into sunlit gardens at my dawn

A simple breath, I appreciate
The chance to live and see the days
What is given to me, precious and dear
I try to take without no fear

Beautiful Sunday Afternoon

On a beautiful Sunday, afternoon

After all the hard days, gone so soon

Terrifying pain

Mortifying sorrow

Overworks your brain

But let your heart just follow

On a peaceful Sunday afternoon

The birds go by and leave their tune

Let your worries fly just for a while

Can’t we simply smile, and let all slide

Listen to your heart

            when it’s open wide

Shut out your mind

            when  it’s cramped inside

Believe in the life that you have

What else is left, when it’s all gone by

A couple of poems

I was too scared to put these up before but here i am and here they are.

Rotten Fruit

A rotten relationship

Is what was left

Of what started out

As an adventurous lift

I hung on, clinging

To something dead and rotting

I tried to water and take care

But it dried up and died

Nevermind what I tried

We didn’t look forward to seeing each other

Knowing an argument was just around the corner

Our smiles, hugs and all was fake

Pretending to feel for each others’ sake

We let it go on

For way too long

We had to say goodbye

But always decided to try

My mind falls apart

The bleeding of my heart

Your frustrate me, aggravate me

What I want, you cannot give me

Numb

I get high to numb myself

But feelings creep back in

I try to forget you

Thinking that’s how I’ll get through

I cannot face it

I’m scared I could lose it

An empty feeling grows inside

A massive part of me has died

I want to push you away to forget

But it doesn’t work that way I regret

I can’t face it

I’m so scared

My mind brings you out

In my nightmares

I want to forget

But it’s too long to kill yet

I don’t want to feel

What I’m feeling inside

I don’t want to think

I don’t want to cry

I’m about to explode

But no one knows

I’m about to crack

And never look back

I’m losing my mind

My head is numb

Too much thinking

When nothing can be done

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Once again, thoughts twirl round and round in my head

I try to chase them away, but think even more instead

Many once started, over and gone

What do I keep doing wrong?

The pattern of a childhood

Is in no way new

Hope given that things could be different and better

But once again I find myself cold, with no shelter

Loneliness drove me to sway

I couldn’t stand the thought of another day

No one to hold me

No one to warm me

Cold nights, empty days

What did I think I’d gain

More emotional trouble

Now seems to have doubled

Take care of my heart

What is needed to start

I came here alone

To make something of me

I’ll leave here alone

Something made of me

I’m back again to a place I just can’t get out of

I’m falling again, drowning soul without love

Is it that I can’t see what’s given to me

Or is it real that there’s no one but me?

I’m all alone, again

It’s all been done, again

When I was climbing up the hill

I didn’t see the way I’d fall down

When I finally had the will

It all just came crashing down

When everyone around me, doesn’t seem to care

I just want someone to show me, that I’m really there

Don’t ignore me

Don’t look at me

Don’t scrutinize me

Why do you stare at me?

How should I know?

How should I know?

If  you cannot tell me

It means you don’t feel it

If you cannot show me

Your love no more exists

Why stop holding me

With small gestures of affection

You only professed your love

When on the verge of rejection

Even then you cannot say

Your refusal stands in the way

Why should you tell me

I should know

How the hell can I know

When you won’t ever show

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For all that I lack

Be rid of me

This thing that held you back

Is no more, and you’re free

Returned Love

All I wanted, was love in return

To feel wanted and let the fire burn

To be treasured

And made to feel precious

Not an annoyance

You cannot be rid of

Maybe I loved you more than you did me

I was blind and could not see

The man I gave so much of my time

Returned to say he had none for mine

We were right

For a while

My life to not steal

Your help was to heal

But it came at a price

This unpure advice

How, Why did you miss me?

In your day, did you stop to think of me?

Relax

Relax

Or you’ll face facts

Slow down Slow down

Un-crease your frown

Unwind

Freedom of mind

Rest Rest

Life should be blessed

Marching Matchstick Models

Marching matchstick models

Marching matchstick models

Walking without vowels

Too late

Un-imitate?

Marching matchstick models

Covered with wet towels

Time to celebrate

Ribs inflate

Marching matchstick models

Catwalks cover foul smells

Melting fever towels

Marching matchstick models