Rainstorm

Great Might of Mother Nature

Absolute Power with no cure

Pelting rain

and lightning slashes

Pain for gain

The mighty passions

Fightening falls

Cleansing frightened souls

The Darkness is white

In absence of Light

The great shouts of Mother Nature

Somehow appease

our Human Nature

Sandman arrives

Hurting heart

Tearing apart

Closing eyes

Final sighs

Take me away

Escape I can feign

Gratitude

Ungrateful

to the core

Where is

the open door

Help me find my way

I feel that I can't stay

Watchful guards won't help

Whip me white by the belt

Consume me, completely

Forget me, so sweetly

Ungrateful

Have it all

How the hell then

did I fall?

Darkness Returns

A veil of darkness from nowhere

So deep, it begins to despair

Where did this creep from?

How can I go on?

Hold my empty hand

I can't stay where I can't stand

Sleep won't come soon enuogh

The monster grabs the scruff

Shake me

Violently

Wake me

FInally

Hold me

Tenderly

Find me

Finally.

The Return from Riverfield Lodge

Well since returning from Riverfield Lodge,I have been filled with so many feelings! And now I have to feel them because I have no choice. Feeling feelings is not fun when you are feeling so low and you don't even know why! So before passing out last night  I managed to scribble some things down and thought I could put them up here. Guess what, it's ok to feel bad things. We are human and it's part of how we are built to live. So I don't need to shy away from my dark side. I'll express it and anyone can take it as they will. This blog is still angels muse because being human is filled with all emotions, not just the happy ones. We have to finally accept our humanity and stop forcing ourselves to be something that we cannot be, that it is unnatural to be.